Wednesday, April 28, 2010
LaSt NitE...
this are the ppl that is around me nw...
they noe me now..
they understand me now..
thnx fer all the time now babes n dudes..
i noe ive wasted too much of all yr tyme....
last nite, the picture speaks fer itself:
stay strong thru darlink...
i luf my baby..cant waet..
swit lurve...
u make sure u tc of my darlink if not u jaga ok...bluek!
erm....
now i can let out how i feel..
im so...argh gosh..how??
i dunno where to start...
im afraid to speak out anitink ..
but right now....
im defeating my own purpose....
i noe i am..
but gosh..
should i juz go fer it and ignore all...
or should i ignore it and go fer all...
argh...
i hate tis feeling...
why is it coming bck again..gosh...
i gotta go now...will be updating l8r again..
adeq nana outz...
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
in Lyfe..
3 important things in lyfe :
1) jgn KPO!!!
2) biar org buat kte, jgn kte buat org...... =D
3) mesti mau yakin!!!
haha...
juz learn the num 3 4rm my "t'cher dada" yest....
hmm..klau da yakin mesti mau rempuh kn dada...klau da rempuh tk pecah cam ner?
hahahha....
*inside joke*
Labels: random strikes
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
hate it!!...
i dunno how to describe this...i dunno if u r telling e truth..
or all tiz while u were acting as if u were gud n nutink wif me...
tpi aktuali all this were just yr drama...
im afraid to be true to u again coz im afraid
tat u r e one tat tear all holes n let all water spill...
wat do u want aktuali? if u reali wanna be true to be this frenship
den plz dun ever try to hurt me by saying bad things..
but if everitink was fake, juz fer e sake of helping her to make my name turn bad
den plz juz get rid,get out..
im so not prepared to get hurt again..
u dunnoe how much u mean to me..
and how much im hurt to see u treat me this way...
from the way you treat me,from the way u text me.....
i still dunno if its e old u, or if everitink fake..
sigh...
i nid sum answer..
truthfull ans...
but mayb im too afraid...
adeq NANA outz
letting out...
juz letting out how i feel..
lot of tinks happen..
all e tinks yg tak perlu..
haiz..
aniwaes..
u peeps noe kan..hmm
i dunnoe hu to trust..
bleh jdi, its him yg break everitink out..
bleh jdi its her yg prangai mmg mcm tu..
haiz...
im juz confuse in finding out e truth..
but i realise 1 tink..
nonsense tk layan...
e more u tok, e betta..=)
to him ;
im not purfect
but im willing to chnge
no matter how much shit is pointing at me...
dun wori...
i will alwaz be there during ur hard time...
u can count on me.
and i have been there..
juz letting time to decide everitink fer us..
1 tink fer sure, i was disapointed..
i was hurt...
but all that ive forgiven u..
but of coz..
hard to 4get..
juz hope u realise ur mistake...
to her;
saba k..if u r hurt..
im worse..
her words fer me is worse..
but see ...
how strong n calm i am..
not cause im scared...
but juz bcause i dun give a damn to tis kindda ppl
haiz..
juz hope u r strong..cant waet fer me to be mummy jgk..hehe
waiting fer 2 mths time
bnyk besaba..=)
i luf u lots tau...
till den
i tink
im in a confusion state still
i reali am
i dunno who to trust
1 tink tat i still haven let out 1 tink in my heart tat i tink...hmm..
nvm...1 dae mayb i will..till den
adeqNana outz
Labels: sigh
Monday, April 12, 2010
dun bother...
im sorry to haf hurt u...
but its just coz i was damn mad at tat tyme ..
im truli sorry
i guess wat u sae is true...
but nvm la..
tinks happen
just letting out wat i feel...
hmmm...
standard...in lyfe..ppl wont stop toking..even when u r happy or sad ok...
ppl wont stop to intefere in ur lyfe...
and i realise ive made a wrong move earlier fer entertaining them n blaming others instead,,,
whereas i should juz ignore them ,lyke how i use to...
haiz...
aniwaes..
im ignoring now...
hmmm...
1 more tink...
fer those who noe me, u will noe tat im tat type of
" e smile tat hides everitink" kindda person kn...
so im still like tat...=)..
n those mis-perception out there...
up to u,ur mouth ur say....
im still hiding everitink behind my smile...
so doesnt wat u see is wat i do...
aniwaes... nvm la...
i belive in this now....
"....sumtimes not explaining and let others assume tinks abt u is better then explaining the whole truth which they refuse to understand..."
tatz y,ive decided...i dun nid to bother...n i will try my very best to stay very strong ..
coz wat i realise...
everitime i manage to be strong fer e moment,sumtink pull me bck...
sigh...
till den...
but its just coz i was damn mad at tat tyme ..
im truli sorry
i guess wat u sae is true...
but nvm la..
tinks happen
just letting out wat i feel...
hmmm...
standard...in lyfe..ppl wont stop toking..even when u r happy or sad ok...
ppl wont stop to intefere in ur lyfe...
and i realise ive made a wrong move earlier fer entertaining them n blaming others instead,,,
whereas i should juz ignore them ,lyke how i use to...
haiz...
aniwaes..
im ignoring now...
hmmm...
1 more tink...
fer those who noe me, u will noe tat im tat type of
" e smile tat hides everitink" kindda person kn...
so im still like tat...=)..
n those mis-perception out there...
up to u,ur mouth ur say....
im still hiding everitink behind my smile...
so doesnt wat u see is wat i do...
aniwaes... nvm la...
i belive in this now....
"....sumtimes not explaining and let others assume tinks abt u is better then explaining the whole truth which they refuse to understand..."
tatz y,ive decided...i dun nid to bother...n i will try my very best to stay very strong ..
coz wat i realise...
everitime i manage to be strong fer e moment,sumtink pull me bck...
sigh...
till den...
nana outz...
Labels: my stand....
Saturday, April 10, 2010
GosH....
tats my darlink,that has been wif me all tis while...
especially tis few daes...
thnx swithart...
at bedok yest...
gosh...tired...slipy..
my last wkend holidae must be in spore and ryte now im at wani's crib...had fun yest nyte wif fresh and new surroundings...sigh..
life gotta` move on still ryte...hmm....
wen to bedok den esplanade den grandlink n back to bedok n l8r off to grandlink again n den to jb..haha
wat a bz dae b4 school starts..n ya...not much pics were taken yest due to camerewomen not following me...heheh...
hmmm...aniwaes...
ya..ppl been asking n ya..im not ready fer any realtionship fer nw...i got my reason..if u guys wanna noe, ask me personally..no nid to be a stalker dat is afraid to ask... hahha..
aniwaes..few fwens here n there n i realise ....sum guys tk sadar diri..dorng pkir dorng ade kete or moto je con4m pomp leh stay pe???
tpi prngai klau no nid wat pe ehq...sigh...
hahha... prngai tk serupe umur...
tpi iits ok..u've played ur game well, n im satisfied wif e outcome...
opps... "buaye dlm jerat ker?" hehehe...
aniwaes..too lazy fer school tomorrow...mcm tk ckup gtu 1 month...hmmm...can i consider to come or not to come bsk..hehhe..i tink abt it..
till den...
outz.....adeqNANA....
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